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Thursday, June 7, 2007
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ahhhhhhhhhh long time nvr blog. lols. it should have been because i was too lazy haha. well, two major events happened so far : my gig and sjab training camp! i wont talk about the gig yet till the video comes out (i hope that i can upload it :P) so ill just bitch about the 4 day 3 night camp which i had to go to.

camp started on monday, 4 of june in the morning. it started out quite slow, literally. and for that, we had to knock it down (pushups) then some more stuff... blahblah go to bunks arrange bunks, unpack stuffs, and wadever (non impt). well, the meals were ok... sometimes i got a huge servings esp when staff sergent matthew chan was dishing out rice. i kana the last bit of rice for a tub like 2 times. lols. so i ended up getting 4 1/2 scoops of rice, which obviously i didnt finish. but luckil some nco's were kind enough to listen to my explanation lols. drinks were simply SYRUP + WATER. not that good. for breakfast it was milo though O.o

1st and 2nd day was tiring. alot of training and mugging and of course pushups. haha. most of the time we got them cos we didnt greet the ncos/ sirs. (its like everytime they walk away and we see them again we gotta greet them haha) however towards the end of the camp we were overdoing it so they got irritated lols. (some of them) foot drills were fucked up lol. some people like dont pay attention or cannot pay attention and screw up lols. (always diff people, even me sometimes) so... pushups!!! woots. (from staff sergent juo wi of course -.-) not so much interesting stuff in the 1st 2 days. it was just plain tiring for the mind and body. we had our FA (first aid) mid year exam too! lols. just when we thought that we were gonna have rest at last, but NO! on the 2nd day, we woke up at 11.30 at night to find out that it was MED (mass evacuation drill) time (again). erm a little more explaination about that : mass evacuation drill- given situation like sji had a bomb explode on it, earthquake blahblah, then we have to evacuate and treat the injured (give 1st aid). many posts, many casualties, little time, much urgency, much running, much feedback which led to pushups (you have no idea how many we had to do lols) btw MED is at random times. 3rd day at 5.45 we had MED too. it lasts about an hour or so.
for the 3rd day one we didnt get back to sleep though.

ok lets talk about the other 2 days. 3rd day was recre! really fun. we had AMAZING RACE or smth like that. haha. we were grouped according to our bunks and needed to wear bunk tee (mine's gray) and we set off which clues and and nco following us. it was challenging and tiring too. we were only allowed limited transport... so its like we have to find a direct bus or if not have to walk really far to destinations T.T (we walked ALOT). there were 8 stations, located in both orchard and around esplanade. when we got to the stations we had to do really weird tasks lols. ok we went : from school, bus to wisma mrt, then to city hall, where we walked to the merlion and the task was posing as though as the merlion was vomiting into ur mouth? lols. btw our clue for that place was Vomit like a _____. after that we got our next clue which was "blue waves" then after awhile we guessed it was wisma atria, the place we came from and we were like WTF LA THATS WHERE WE CAME FROM @!#$. another 1/2 journey back to wisma we found staff sergent norman where we got our next task - looking at photos then finding them in the 6 story building lor. it was fucking crap. seriously. its like looking for a needle in a burning haystack O.o. btw my group had Sekzen, Kenneth, Rivaldi, Daniel, Leon, Timothy Hung, Heng Chun and finally me! we forfeited the task cos we sucked haha. so the forfeit was to pose some funny pose for a photo lols. we did it and moved on. the next clue was translate everybody go buy duck in chinese. do the language and we ended up at taka where i dont wanna talk about wad we needed to do cos it was damn lame. oh yea we forfeited that one too cos the forfeit was so much shorter :P to remind those who are falling asleep, its only the 3rd station. haha. the clue we got : Cross this garden and get shot. again, quickly we figured that it was istana garden. we took a REALLY long walk there as transport was not allowed and the had to do some lame task like count the number of pillars at the fountain and look at our squad mate's body parts and guess who they are. we forfeited et again. and we needed to sing the national anthem frekaing loud facing the istana LOL fyi there were people laughing at us so we were like DIAOO.. lol. next clue : plaza that sings. yes its plaza singapura. i didnt really pay attention to what we had to do cos i wasnt really involved. well only 2 were lol. so lets go to next clue : Ping shun (our NCO) supports man u if he gets his soya bean. it was Mr. Bean at SMU. we only got it after 5 mins Zzz. yellow bunk (another group were tailing us but we were fast enough to reach) task: look at nco's baby pics and guess who they are. we got 3 correct and moved on. ok enough. this is taking long enough lol. ill just briefly go through. went to chijmes to look for kevin, was amazed by huge air conditioner in toilet, got bombarded by a quiz which we rawked. next it was at marina square (had to walk again) clue was marina then it had a square surrounding it (lame lor) lol. task: had to count some orange chickens. i realised all chickens were white so it was 0 haaaa. after that we had macs with CDL ronnie and then proceeded back to sji to get the 5th place. i left out ALOT of details cos i dun wan ur to die xD. whole thing took 7hrs 9 mins =D lol. thats about it la for day 3.

day 4. early morning MED, then breakfast, change to uniform, knock it down somemore then erm... go to LT1 to collect first aid mid year exam theory test. i got top with a 40/50 woots! i studied la thats why XD after that we had foot drills which i did flawless till the VER LAST ONE @!#!$#%^#&%*%^$#$%^&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;%$#%^&*(&^%$#%^ x 9999999999999999+1 wa lao im still dam pissed la. Zzz we then went back to lt1 for campmega summary go to www.sji-sjab.org if you even bother lols. i was like wahhhh aircon for like 1 1/2 hours before closing parade then we WENT HOME (this words would be a relief for those who actually wasted their lives away by reading this damn post lol. if you were smart, you could just go to the mega summary haha)


wait. i forgot. we had talenttime which was funnyhilarioussillyretardedsickwrong funnyhilarioussillyretardedsickwrong funnyhilarioussillyretardedsickwrong funnyhilarioussillyretardedsickwrong funnyhilarioussillyretardedsickwrong funnyhilarioussillyretardedsickwrong funnyhilarioussillyretardedsickwrong funnyhilarioussillyretardedsickwrong funnyhilarioussillyretardedsickwrong
and REALLY GOOD seriously it was good. everyone laughed.

went home, fetched moses and he ended up coming to my house for dota lol.he left laterrrererererr. tired now. goodnight. hope you dont get cardiac arrest after reading this cos i dont think there's people who know cpr around u haha. (wow those FA lessons really got into my head sheesh)

9:08 PM; i cried.


Friday, May 18, 2007
ok so in this post im not gonna say excatly what happened in the past few days.

What happened so far:
TA2
more SJAB
more jamming
X country
TA2 results
friend problems
other stuff which i forgot
gig preperations!

for TA2 i didnt do so badly but i definately didnt improve from last term lol. form straight As to a few Bs or smth. but then some people are kind of bent on beating me in the subs so im like whatever you bastards lols. i dont know for what reason they do that btw. some people are still like YEA BRYAN I BEAT YOU after getting like 1st in class or smth lol. found it really hilarious with casey xD.

SJABing these days have become more interesting in many ways. learnt more foot drills, first aid, and did more intensive PT which was totally awesome. also got the sjab shirt which i paid 13 dollars for... luckily it doesnt suck.

Jamming these days are getting better and better. rachakan doesnt agree lol i dont know why but i think its gonna be great (performance) btw its at hong kah CC on 29th may so if you got nth on that day and live near that place (bukit batok area) pls come.(with the exception of people like casey, isaiah etc who are from sji lols) its in the evening btw. want more info talk to me on msn or leave a tag or smth. its gonna rock so if you can please come.

we had our SJI annual X country run which was ok. im proud that i finished the 4.8km run without coming in as the last few lols could have done better but im satisfied at this level. got 75th out of like 93 people LOL. not that bad la cos i was running with the fast people or smth. got freaking dirty though. and on the way to the running place (turf city), it was like raining or smth so i got totally wet with an umbrealla over my head. people who tried to share umbrellas gave up eventually cos it wasnt really helping. haha

i still have problems with some of my classmates lol. for some reasons. depending on who i have diff reasons haha. some people are bastards and others are irritating.

erm i think thats all la... dont wanna say dota cos these few days i got owned =( so... see ya.

bryan

11:05 PM; i cried.


Thursday, May 10, 2007
YAY today is officially the end of TA2!!! but then... we still have hmwk and project la. wtf lor. ok so after today's geog paper when school ended, i went with casey and isaiah to vivo to catch a movie. so we were like go there then see what to watch la and in the end they wanted spierman 3 so i said anything. we bought our tickets for 4.45 at 3.15? LOL ok we couldve watched it much earlier but isaiah said noooo better take the 4.45 one lol. but it wasnt that bad, we hanged at carl's jr and had lunch there. isaiah was whining about how ex it was and casey and i were like not caring lol. He was like "not worth it la" or smth but! he didnt finish his meal? lolz. i was like diao when i saw them buying drinks la... we all could just share a small cup cos got free refill mah... waste money lols. i barely finished my burger and my fries. i was bloated! isaiah was like playing with his burger, as in taking the the stuffs out of it and putting it all over his tray lol. casey was drinking out of lie 6 straws btw. i thought it would make him choke but sadly, it didnt =(. so after lunch, we went to the open place. upstairs? yea and had lotsa fun taking retarded photos and movies. even made casey do pushups in the water! haha. btw he was still bragging about how hot he is lol. sad, egoistic kid LOL ok jkjk. and isaiah was kinda sua ku la. he went to ta bao everything he couldnt finish lol. even the half eaten burger =X. after much clowning around, it was 4.45 and we went back to the cinema. i bought a bottle of mineral water which costs 2.20. i was shocked cos it was freaking ex la... anyway, i needed water and couldnt drink casey's cos apparantly, we put ALOT of sugar syrup in it at carl's jr!!! ok... i know thats weird but yea... so it was SPIDEY time!!! btw isaiah brought the leftovers in too LOL ( he hid it in his bag) which was retarded. the show was nice overall, the villians were cool. erm i dont wanna end up summarizing the movie or anything like that but YOU should watch it. its cool besides for the fact that venom looked like some alien freak of nature lol. after the movie which was really long, isaiah and casey took mrt home and i had to walk alone to my aunt's house which is nearby vivo. luckily i had music to accompany me! lame. lols. i had dinner at my aunt's house and waited for my dad to fetch me home. got home at around 9.30 lol. packing bags now. byebye!

10:28 PM; i cried.


Saturday, May 5, 2007
ok... so today i was supposed to study phy for tests but apparantly i slacked. lols. i ended up playing cs and i was like WTF after that. i did study physics though, fr 45 mins... lolstmr gonna wake up and do phy! going yong chang's house to study lit after that. so more of today... erm i went to west mall for guitar lessons and learnt some more cool stuffs then had BK for lunch and was home after that. ermmm i played guitar at home... and then tv and study, comp then i went for jamming at 7 at jurong east like i do every week before the gig on 29th may. well, the session was good, better than the last, and it keeps getting better! ok but then everytime i go jamming, its always freaking cold. brrr... and its REALLY LOUD lol. had a fun time though. presently listening to Stolen by dashboard confessional and playing it on my guitar. i kinda like dashboard, dunno why lols. ok i gotta say today's pretty boring besides the jamming thing. nothing to talk about le so... bye! hope ull listen to the song btw.

11:18 PM; i cried.


Friday, May 4, 2007
arghh today... morning started out as usual but then i had to make breakfast cos i was earlier than my mum. so then the usual stuffs, pick nicholas, listen to radio, sleep in the car, wake up to find that im in school, go to canteen, talk, go to class, see mrs vastel, then history. oh thats one interesting period of time cos... A FREAKING BIRD FLEW INTO THE CLASS lol. everyone was so freaked out with eugene, adam, jon, jamieson, and some others screaming their asses off as mr chang went out of the class for some reason lols. after that was maths, then chinese where we did an ok test, wasnt too hard, wont fail one lol. during recess i had chicken rice for a change, rather than eating roti prata and mee goreng with tandorii chicken every other day LOL. i was quite upset lah cos rachakan hates me!! for some reason. i thought he was joking at first so i was like "aiya anything lah okok" or smth like that but then its for real! arghhhh. My bandmate sia!!! waaa that like sucks so im feeling really sucky. hope he tells me the reason so i can make it up to him. after that it was all normal but for pse we learnt how to sow ??? lols. i took bus with joel and eugene leong. and eugene was like being a retard who started irritating me so i started to critisize his actions to he got like more retarded and whacked me. i guess he cant congure out words to argue with me, oh well, some people just needa resort to physical contact to vent their anger. at least he could like insult me or stuff but noooo he had to hit. Zzz retard!!! wanted to go to bbp for lunch but then someone spoiled my mood so i went home and cooked my own lunch. after that i palyed a little of cs and went to watch tv till my bro came back and we played some Gem TD and Pimp My Peon on wc3 lol. then i went to laze around. was back on my comp in awhile and talked to wan yi. i started to blog too but was thinking of what to blog about lol so this. i also kinda pissed adnan cos i said that the place we gonna perform wasnt so nice or smth. SRY!!! wasnt watching my mouth that time or smth. screwed up a few things recently and i dont like screwing up. nth to blog liao bb

6:09 PM; i cried.


Tuesday, May 1, 2007
Zzz long time nvr post smth interesting liao. dont wanna talk about the last few days cos i dont feel like it. so today, i went to douglas's party which was quite fun? haha. we did some interesting stuff like play gamecube (which i havent played before) and card games. we did strip taiti LOL . the loser needed to take something off, like accesories and stuff. i only took of my shoes and socks, better than cheng yang and jon who had to take off their shirts lol. Adam still had many "lives" cos he only took his chain off haha. after jonathan took his shirt off then they didnt wanna play liao =( lols. so i went to play more gamecube (mario cart and super smash bros). i played the nitendo 64 ver of those games so i didnt suck (yay). i owned my friends in super smash bros lol but the mario kart. OH YA and after that, we played some other card game, where we put like 7 cups on the table and brought all the drinks to the table. we then took a card each and put it on our foreheads and then any of us could fill the cups with whatever drink they wanted so in the end there were like disgusting combinations and such. during the first round, everyone drew such small cards like 1 or 2 then we were like laughing like crap or smth. we couldnt see our cards so we laughed at others lol. cheng yang, casey and adam had like 1,2,1 and they were like "fill it! fill it!" then jon who had Q filled them up till around 4 cups or stuffs. so when we showed our cards, i was like omgggg cos i had K lol. We laughed like crap as we saw poor cheng yang chug those 4 cups lols. the second round i got owned and had to drink 4 1/2 cups of drinks. almost puked. after awhile, we realised that the girls were done using the pool table so we went to play. quite fun lah but then douglas's fren was damn pro and stuff so the game ended quite quickly. too bad could only play 1 match cos then douglas's sis and her frens wanted to use and so we got chased out or smth. by that time we had to get out of the function room so we went to douglas's house where we hanged around for awhile before i went home. btw we played a little soccer here and there where ever we could and i got kicked in the jaw. owww. after chugging those drinks, im damn urgent now lol byes.

5:08 PM; i cried.


Saturday, April 28, 2007
oh fuck... im such a bastard!!! i seriously should have told you... but then some fucked up mechanism inside of me told me not to and that screwed me up. im sorry with deepest regrets... i dont think i can ever face you again with my guilt =( hate me for all you want cos i deserve it. i cant believe this happened.









im sorry to have hurt you...

10:58 PM; i cried.